|the diffusers and best friends
||[Dec. 17th, 2006|12:38 am]
mmm I had a great day. Pretty much two weeks with no school, hot damn. My mom has been constantly on me about eating and clinical sadness, but no one can help that. I wish they would stop telling me how special I am. Who could say that to a shaking little girl and go home feeling half alright? Whatever, no sympathy. They commanded that I have a blood test, so I had to push it for Monday for some reasons. It worked, but that doesn't change how I dislike needles and nurses. But, my day.
Consisted of...well it all began Friday afternoon when Raleigh, Molly, and Rachel came to my house for a sleepover. That is such a party. We smoked, watched cartoons, listened to music, myspaced, and had food from Rachel. Spinach artichoke dip and peppermint bark. Charlie bought me salems which are delicious and getting me through this weekend. Well, we woke up. Molly and Raleigh went home to shower and stuff. Rachel stayed for a while, but then departed to find her beloved which is cool. Later that day, my mother and I picked Adam up and set off for Raleigh's. Adam ate all the candy he bought. I smoked and felt cold - stupid "thin blood." pfft. People found some mary jane. I watched them smoke it and spongebob. At least I have salems? Sure. Whatever, Adam brought news to me that interested me to no end, so Tuesday we're going to touch heaven then come back. Seriously, if something like that would work out. Hmmm. I met a girl named Hillary, too. She was beautiful, and now I want to grow my own hair out really long. I can try and be whoever I want.
I had this few minutes to myself on Raleigh's porch. I could hear the television talking inside her room. I could hear Molly laughing and talking to Charlie. But, I also watched the traffic going by. I wonder where they were all going, especially with their personal lives. Their physical and mental lives? I watched my smoke rise and stopped thinking for a few minutes.
Nearing 4:30. We were planning on going to a concert, but waiting on Andy. Ya, the one who sold me crushed up caffeine pills. Ha, it's cool because he is I suppose. He drove us downtown. We got so fucking lost. I love the city, but shit some of those houses are so dark. I did see all the Christmas lights which was heart warming. Molly and I could not stop laughing because of all the near death experiences. We almost died three times, but I told Andy he was an excellent driver.
Gabe was playing base when we got there at 5:40. Ya, we were only lost for quarter of an hour. We saw JT there dancing, and I spoke to my old friend. At the end of the night he gave me a really cool high five. Raleigh, Molly, and I were all in the mosh pit. All of us were at the mercy of those crazy assholes, and it was amazing. For most of the show I had on Molly's kitty cat hat.
We went to an Exxon to get candy and ciggerettes. The cashier was stupid, and candy shouldn't cost so much. 79 cents. I left Raleighs house with Charlie at about 9. She's already asleep, but will call me sometime when she wakes tomorrow. I hope Molly will see us tomorrow, too.